The sadness that smothers me gently lifts me above the soft legs of an apparition, that lifts me, clearing away the tangles of my jungle, an inner temple where I heard some echoes, and it takes me away, and I just can't wait.
Wait for it, wait for me, while you wave goodbye to me, we'll be behind our backs holding double barrelled shotguns, it never tasted sweeter, the betrayal.
So I stare at this screen, and it seems to be my only friend as of now, my hollowed out tree is hollow enough now to be a comfy coffin for two, but which witch could possibly conjure her charms enough to make me fall under her umbrella from the dark storms, outside?
So lately, things are going just how I like them to. I've reached some of my goals and I have more coming up that I need to accomplish. I am now a licensed practical nurse and this is just a start for me, I have more things I need to do. Luckily I've got the support of everyone who truly matters to me, my family, my friends, and my man. I realize that no matter how good life is going, some people are going to say or do things just to try to put you down. That should not matter though because only I know what's real, only I know the truth about myself, and if anything good happens to me, it's because I deserve it. Sometimes I may have to prove
It's been 5 days since I last heard from Cory. I don't know what he's been up to but I'm guessing that he's busy. Before I would be having doubts about his where abouts and think that he's out there doing something stupid behind my back. But today I just don't think that way, atleast not as much. I guess that's what you call "faith" after you take a vow that you will never do something again. I just hope he's doing alright in Iraq.
Let's pray that I'm right and he's safe.
Now I gotta get back to my life. :)
"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails."
-I Corinthians 13:4-8